My FiRsT TiMe.....soRRy...

For all my life, I always give flowers to other people whom I love & appreciate for what she or he had done to me. My sisters, teachers, sensei tachi, my love etc. But, receiving ones is pretty unusual for me. It was my first time receiving it. Came back from baito with an injured hand, knee & waist and feeling very exhausted, a bouquet (tp 3 kuntum jela) of flower inside my room from someone I love relieved me with a simple note saying, "Sorry".

*My forst flower*

Juz like a song by Blue & Eric Clapton, sorry seems to be the hardest word to say. It totally suits me. My ego as a guy always refrains me from apologizing. I don't give up so easy in a fight until the other side do it before me. The word "Sorry" only come out when I am totally guilty or when I feel it's better for me to apologize & settle down the already exploding situation. But, apologizing thru my own mouth is too difficult. I rather write it down on a note or in an SMS.

So all my friends, I am totally sorry if I do anything wrong to you. I wanna tell it by mouth but it's impossible to meet everyone & apologize. If you wanna say sorry, juz say it. If you wanna say you love someone, juz say it with all your heart. Dun be like the song by UNIC, Lafaz Yang Tersimpan. You lose nothing by saying it. Go to h*** with the so-called ego & pride you hold inside you.